Fall Out! Part I

Wow. It's been more than a year. Glad to be back. Or not.

So, everyone loves to talk about friendship and the sugar and spice that comes with it. "Friendship is a thing to cherish, your friends are the ones who will be there for you..." blah blah blah. I won't deny that. I've seen friends do things for each other you wouldn't do for yourself.

I'll spare you the sunshine-y details on friendship, for God's sake. If life is all about sugar-coating, the world would be an imaginarium. Babies will all be cute and chubby and we'll all have better-looking people to choose for companions. Have you seen the kids these days? Pathetic. Going shopping for reference books, donning *funky* clothes etc. You see 10 of 'em, chances are 9.9 of 'em makes you wanna scratch the skin off your face.

But we're talking about friendship and the dark side of it. "What dark side??!!" Oh, honeh, believe me. You won't know it till it hits you in the FACE. It's...

Fall outs. I've been through quite a few in my lifetime. Maybe it's me. Maybe I'm this weird misfit born and fated to not have friends or something. Who knows?

Most fall outs are a result of growing up. You change over time. Your mindset and shit change. Result: You want to break out of that little cocoon restraining you and branch out to other people. Doesn't even harm anything besides your brain cells. Sad thing is, there is this ONE very awesome equation I encountered A LOT.

Making new friends = "Cheating" on your current friends

Like, WTF?

I was born a human.

I wasn't born to become anyone's slave.

I wasn't born to follow someone like a puppy dog begging for a bone.

I wasn't born to bow down to some asinine superiority some self-proclaimed dictator decides to implement upon people.

"I want you to stay by my side..." KILL YOURSELF.

Friends are to stick by you through your ups and downs, not chained to your emotional play.

Friends are to help you through your problems, not solve it for you. How are you gonna learn? You expect food to magically appear? You expect money to fall from the sky? NO.

I don't know what other things friends are supposed to do. It's supposed to be programmed into your brain or something. I guess the baby factory were out of those softwares when they assembled me. Tough luck.

More later today. It's almost 2 AM and I'm sleepy.